March 2026

What will it be today? What will I see? I have the things I hoped for but sometimes nothing at all. I have love but some days I feel hate. Most times I’m confused and other times I’m okay with what’s happening like it’s always happened this way. I rarely feel like an intruder but I always feel that I’m not supposed to be there, like I’m outside looking in. I want to stay there, I never know what comes but it’s never the same, even when it is, it’s not. I’ve been to some of the places several times, I see many changes and sides to myself. I see truth and deception but I also never do see myself with certain things or when I do it’s only for a moment and I lose them. In that space some are concerned and interested in me while others want to harm me. I am pushed to trust some voices and be weary of others. I run, I walk and I’m cheated and provoked. A lot of the times I’m wondering and other times I’m listening and taking in things. I see things about others that they’ve never shown or cared to say. I’m more than I care to imagine and I can be different things without a beginning or an end. I can see different things and be in different locations and yet I’m in the same place. Sometimes the time feels short and other times it goes on and on. Oh what a beautiful creation the dream world is and a privilege to remember my times there so vividly.