April 2026

It feels wrong to say I like you, that I like how you make me feel, that you make me feel different. With you I’ve felt things that I don’t feel normally like how my energy or presence feels. I like you, you make my mind active and often put me in a good mood. I like to be around you, you calm me and make me see things differently, it’s like you amplify what I see and enhance what I feel. You let me go on and on and there’s this really nice feeling over me when I’m with you. You let me really see myself and even have me introspecting more, but I’m afraid for when I have too much of you I can’t do much and all those good feelings go away. I’m afraid because I know I can get hooked to you because I like how you make me feel and I’m usually happier when it’s just you and I. I like you but other people like you too and they’ve made liking you seem like a bad thing. I don’t want to depend on the way you make me feel and I’m learning to make myself feel all the ways that you make me feel without you.